I THOUGHT I WOULD

I THOUGHT I WOULD

I thought I would love her

I thought I would talk to her

I thought I would sit by her side

And I thought I would hold her hand whole night.

But then I said something which she didn't understand 

And then I teased her for something, I thought she smiled

Don't know what happen to her after that

She was silent and just replying to my questions

Then she said she wanted to sleep, not to talk

And it was a jolt for me

I asked her if she was ok

She said she was ok, just wanted to sleep

The harshness in her voice told me

that something was wrong

I asked and I don't know when

Things went out of control

We fought We shouted

And then she said good night

I wondered what was my fault?

I am no god

How can I know everything?

If I can say whats wrong then why can't she?

She should have told me what was wrong

Then I would not have done such thing

I never want to hurt her

Now I am laying in shock

After seeing how the event turned

From love to fight

I need your love, I need your mercy

I wish we could understand each other well

Is this what happens in love?

Sometimes you smile, sometimes you curse

But I know one thing

Fight or no fight

Understanding or no understanding

Deep down inside I'll always love her.

  by Mayank Kashyap